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by Rabbi E. Tauger
Iyar
A Month When
We Internalize Spiritual Inspiration
The month of Iyar follows the month of Nissan
and the holiday of Pesach, complimenting the spiritual thrust of
the preceding month by introducing a converse approach to Divine
service. Nissan and Pesach show that G-d will perform miracles on
behalf of the Jewish people, redeeming them even though they are
spiritually unprepared. For that reason, as the Torah relates, when
Pharaoh gave the Jewish people permission to leave Egypt, they fled.
Why was that necessary? At that time, the Egyptians were totally
humbled. The Jews could have taken ample time to depart; the Egyptians
would not have interfered. But for their own sake, the Jews hurried.
They realized that the impurity in their hearts had not been refined
and if they did not flee, they would not leave Egypt at all. Instead,
they would be sunk in its impurity forever.
Reliving History
Each year, we relive this spiritual pattern.
Pesach reflects a ray from above. Whether a Jew is prepared or not,
he is elevated above his ordinary plane of spiritual experience
and given a chance to leap forward in his Divine service. Perhaps
that is why many Jews, even those who are otherwise not spiritually
refined, feel motivated at the Seder.
But what happens after the Seder? Will the inspiration of that event
fade into oblivion?
To prevent that from happening, the Torah instituted the mitzvah
of counting the Omer. The Omer was a barley offering brought in
the Temple on the day after the Pesach festival. For forty-nine
successive days, including the entire month of Iyar, our people
would - and still do - count the days of the Omer.
What is the spiritual message implied? Our Sages refer to barley
as "animal fodder." Implied is that this sacrifice deals
with the refinement of the animal side of our personalities. Now
an animal is not necessarily bad, but it has little more in mind
than eating, sleeping, and grazing in the sun. It is concerned with
fulfilling its natural drives. It will not necessarily hurt others.
It just won't think of them; it has one thought on its mind: what
to do to satisfy its own wants.
Now we have a similar dimension within our personalities. In mystical
terms, it is referred to as "the animal soul," i.e., the
part of ourselves which wants to eat, drink, and have a good time.
It is not "bad" or "evil." It just is self-oriented,
with very narrow horizons.
Counting the Omer focuses on refining this
element of our personalities, teaching the animal within us to willingly
serve G-d. Usually, an animal's eyes are focused downward, but with
effort, the animal within us can be taught to point its gaze upward.
Empowered by the mitzvah of counting the Omer, the month of Iyar
is directed towards this purpose, motivating us to internalize the
spiritual inspiration we receive and make it part of our individual
selves.
Elevating Emotion
Iyar teaches us to make this transformation
and seek this deeper experience. Each day of counting the Omer is
a renewed lesson in reorganizing our priorities and setting our
goals on higher principles. We work on teaching the self-oriented
aspects of our personalities, that there is an advantage in self-transcendence.
This lesson is enhanced by the kabbalistic conception of counting
the Omer. According to the kabbalah, we have seven emotional qualities
and each one is interrelated with the other. Seven times seven equals
49. Every day of counting the Omer is dedicated to refining a different
one of our emotional qualities and directing it toward G-d. Generally,
our emotions revolve around ourselves. After all, they are our feelings,
the way we respond to our environment. Counting the Omer teaches
us to focus our emotions outward, on relating to other people and
on relating to G-d.
Seeing the Larger Picture
The motif suggested by Iyar is not insular.
Although we are speaking of a person internalizing his spiritual
experience, he is not excluding others. Instead, when his spirituality
is internalized, it will endow his relationships with others with
more genuine feeling. Words that come from the heart enter the heart.
Hence, by bringing spirituality into his own heart, he will enable
it to enter the hearts of all those with whom he comes in contact.
The effects of this approach will be cosmic. For from G-d's perspective,
all the doors are open. He is waiting only for us to open the doors
to our own hearts.
To explain: It is written: "As in the days of your exodus from
Egypt, I will show you wonders," i.e., the ultimate redemption
will reflect our people's first experience of liberation. The first
redemption involved two phases: Nisan - taking the Jews out of Egypt,
and Iyar - taking Egypt out of the Jews.
The ultimate Redemption will follow these
two motifs and indeed, express them in a more consummate matter.
As it is written: "The glory of G-d will be revealed"
- i.e., the spiritual will become manifest - and "all flesh
will see" - that revelation will become internalized within
mankind as a whole. There is nothing preventing Him from revealing
His oneness. He is merely waiting for us to create a setting where
the elevation will be accepted and appreciated. That depends on
the Divine service of Iyar, making spirituality part of our individual
selves.
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Telling
Tales
We would like to share the
following story to highlight Iyar's emphasis on personal refinement:
When Reb Pinchas Horowitz first became a disciple of the Maggid
of Meseritch, the Maggid advised him to study with Reb Zusha of
Anapoli.
Reb Pinchas went to Reb Zusha and told him of the Maggid's advice.
Reb Zusha humbly replied that he could not understand why the Maggid
would send anyone to study with him, but that he would be happy
to join as great a sage as Reb Pinchas in his intellectual endeavors.
"What should we study?" Reb Pinchas asked.
"Whatever you are studying" Reb Zusha replied.
Reb Pinchas took out a volume of Talmud and began explaining the
following passage. When there are only nine people in the synagogue,
there is an opinion that the ark of the synagogue can be counted
to complete the quorum of ten necessary for prayer. The Talmud then
asks: Is the ark a person? For no matter how holy the ark is, it
is humans that are required to fulfill the quorum for prayer.
As Reb Pinchas explained this, Reb Zusha interrupted: "What
does the Talmud mean: 'Is the ark a person?' Everyone knows the
ark is only an object."
Reb Pinchas was puzzled; the question was obviously rhetorical.
Didn't his partner appreciate that?
Reb Zusha continued: "Maybe the intent is that a person can
be an ark in which the Torah is contained, a veritable repository
of knowledge, but unless he is a person, unless that knowledge is
integrated with his humanity, there is a question if he can be counted
among the community."
Reb Pinchas understood that this was the lesson the Maggid had wanted
him to learn from Reb Zusha, not how to augment his knowledge, but
how to use his knowledge to refine himself and change his character.
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Torah
readings of the month
Parshas Tazria-Metzora
These two Torah readings focus
on the concept of ritual purity and impurity. Our Rabbis explain
the distinction between the Torah's prohibitions and its laws of
impurity as follows: Prohibitions guard against evil that our minds
and hearts can appreciate. The laws of impurity, by contrast, protect
against a dimension of evil which we cannot comprehend. As the Midrash
states: "It is a statute which I (G- d) ordained, a decree
that I instituted." Although the evil associated with a prohibition
can be appreciated more readily, there is a more severe dimension
associated with impurity. For since the evil associated with impurity
is not easily discerned, it is much more difficult to guard against
and to eradicate. To cite an example, when a person eats non-kosher
food, he has performed a transgression and must repent. Nevertheless,
even before he repents, he may enter the Temple and bring a sacrifice.
Casually coming into contact with an impure substance can change
an individual's personal state and isolate him from holiness. For
example, were a person to touch a dead lizard, he would be forbidden
to enter the Temple or partake of a sacrifice. Moreover, just as
ritual purity is a quality which cannot be grasped by our mortal
intellect, it affects the levels of our souls that transcend reason
and understanding. It has an effect on the dimensions of our being
that are connected to G- d above the level of logical thought.
Parshas Acharei-Kedoshim
These two Torah readings focus
on the concepts of holiness. Parshas Acharei contains a description
of the Yom Kippur service, the spiritual worship carried out on
the holiest of the year. And Parshas Kedoshim begins with the charge:
"Be holy," and continues to explain the source for man's
potential to live a life of holiness: "I, G-d your L-rd, am
holy."
But both readings also include
a variety of commandments involving matters that are ostensibly
not holy, e.g., the prohibitions against theft, lying, gossip, intermingling
species of animals, eating produce before the plants which bear
it mature, and the guidelines for marital relations and the foods
we eat. Implied is that the holiness the Torah asks of us is not
otherworldly, but instead anchored in the day-to-day routines of
life. Judaism does not want us to be angels, but rather holy men
and women, people who live in touch with material reality and control
our involvement with it, rather than letting it control us.
Within every element of existence,
there is a G-dly spark. Being holy means seeking to tap that G-dly
energy instead of becoming involved with the entity's material nature.
G-d invested Himself in the material realm, infusing sparks of holiness
into every material entity. What He desires is that we uncover those
sparks by using the material entities for His intent.
Parshas Emor
The name of this week's Torah
reading, Emor, means "speak," highlighting the power of
our words. Our Sages state: "Lashon hara (malicious gossip)
kills three: the one who speaks, the one who listens, and the one
who is being spoken about." We can understand why the speaker
and the listener suffer. They have committed a serious transgression.
But why should the person spoken about be affected?
In resolution, the mystic sages of the Kabbalah explain that speaking
about a person's negative qualities provokes their expression. Although
the person might not even be aware that he is being spoken about,
the fact that his character flaws are being discussed fans the revelation
of those qualities.
The converse is also true. Consistent mention of the good a person
possesses-and within every person there are unfathomed reservoirs
of good-will facilitate the expression of that good in the person's
conduct.
Parshas Behar-Bechukosai
Behar, the name of the first
of the two parshiyos read this week means "on the mountain."
More particularly, as the verse continues, it refers to Mount Sinai,
on which the Torah was given.
Mount Sinai represents the synthesis of pride and humility. On one
hand, it is "the lowest of all the mountains," a symbol
of humility, and yet it is a mountain, exemplifying pride and power.
It is the fusion of these two opposites which made Sinai, "the
mountain of G-d," the place which G-d chose to manifest His presence and convey His teachings.
The Torah read
ing, however, is not named Behar Sinai, "On Mount Sinai";
it is called Behar, "on the mountain." The qualities of
pride and forti
tude are emphasized, but not the modulating influence of the humility
of Sinai, "the lowest of all the mountains."
In resolution, it can be explained that the phrase Behar Sinai,
"On Mount Sinai," refers to a person who reminds himself
of the need to subdue his self-importance. The very fact that these
efforts are necessary indicates that his humility does not entirely
encompass his being.
When, by contrast, a person has totally sublimated his identity
to the mission with which G-d has entrusted him, he does not need to remind himself of the need
to be humble; self-concern is of no importance to him. This is the intent
of the name Behar, "on the mountain" - that a servant of G-d stands proud, firmly rooted in the power endowed by the strength of his purpose.
The second of the Torah readings, Bechukosai, focuses on the theme
of self-transcendence. The message of the two readings are complementary.
When the strength of Behar stands upon the self-transcendence of Bechukosai, one uncovers deeper and more powerful reserves
of strength than one normally possesses.
Conversely, the self-transcendence of Bechukosai is possible only
when a person possesses the inner strength of purpose needed to
make the required efforts.
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Dates of the Month
Iyar 2 - The Birthday
of the Rebbe Maharash
Iyar 13 - The Yarhzeit of the Rebbe's brother, Reb Aryeh
Leib
Iyar 14 - Pesach Sheni
Iyar 18 - Lag B'Omer
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