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by Rabbi E. Tauger
Teves
The Heart
of Winter
The Hebrew month of Teves falls in the heart
of winter. All remembrances of summer have faded. Suggestions of
spring are still not apparent. The trees have long shed their leaves
and their branches sway barren in the wind.
What does a person do when he or she feels a similar sense of barrenness
with himself? First of all, he/she looks to the future. King Solomon
had a ring on which it was written: "This too will pass."
In his times of happiness and rapture, he would look at the ring
and know not to let his exuberance run away with him.
And when things looked bad and he was despondent, he would look
at his ring and be reassured by its message. He would realize that
soon, his fortunes would have an upturn and that knowledge gave
him the strength to bear the difficulties he faced.
Taking Responsibility for Our
Fate
That kind of grin and bear it attitude is,
however, not the sole message Judaism has when facing adversity.
Certainly, like the seasons flow in patterns of growth and contraction,
so too, our lives go through similar fluctuations. But our hope
should never be dependent only on our external situations. On the
contrary, one of Judaism's fundamental tenets is that what happens
to us is dependent on our own conduct. In that vein, the Baal Shem
Tov interpreted the verse: "G-d is your shadow at your right
hand" to mean that Divine providence is intertwined with our
lives in an interactive pattern. Just like a shadow reflects the
movement of a hand, but enlarges it many times, so too, the manner
in which G-d relates to us depends on our conduct. Positive conduct
arouses positive Divine energies and the converse is also true.
This theme is also reflected in the words of the Rambam who writes
that when people think that undesirable occurrences that happen
to them are mere chance, this causes them to remain indifferent
and not to correct their wicked deeds. Thus this distress will lead
to further distress. Conversely, when people cry out to G-d, they
will realize that the difficulty occurred because of their sins
and this realization will cause the difficulty to be removed.
In a State of Weakness
There are times, however, when we do not
feel the inner strength necessary to take such steps. We know the
motif is true. But we have trouble getting to the core of our beings
and summoning up the power to change our spiritual state - and thus
our external circumstances. We know what we should do; there is
not the slightest question in our minds. But when it comes to actually
doing it, putting the reins on our undesirable conduct and changing,
we just don't feel able.
That is not to say we do not have the energy to do so. We do. Every
moment, a person has the potential to rule over his natural tendencies
and focus his energies on his Divine service. He merely has to want
to. The mind rules over the heart. Just like when a person lights
a candle, it banishes darkness effortlessly, so too, when a person
knows what is right to do, it would be absolutely foolish for him
not to do it. And no one wants to be foolish. Knowing what is right
empowers us.
But knowing is not enough. We must do. And in a moment of winter,
we sometimes do not find the strength to step out and do what we
know we should.
Accessing a Higher Source
Once a person approached the Tzemach Tzedek
and asked him to plead for Divine mercies on behalf of a person
who was dangerously ill. The Tzemach Tzedek responded: Tracht gut,
vet zein gut, "Think positively, and the outcome will be good."
Trusting in G-d is sufficient to bring about positive change in
actual fact. When a person truly trusts in G-d alone from the depths
of his soul, to the extent that he has no worry at all, his arousal
of trust itself, causes G-d to conduct Himself with him in an appropriate
manner, granting him kindness, even when, on his own accord, without
taking this trust into account, he is not worthy of such generosity.
A person may feel that he himself does not have the power to overcome
his inner obstacles. That's where dependence on G-d comes in. Each
one of us can invite G-d into his life and ask Him to help. And
when a person genuinely makes such a request, G-d responds, giving
him the strength and resolve to do what he knows is right. When
we rely on Him and trust that He will help us, we feel inner strength
and peace.
This is not abandoning one's own efforts, for on the contrary, trusting
in G-d in a genuine way requires real effort. It means identifying
ourselves with Him and not with our own selves. That is real work.
New Life Budding
When a person goes through such a process
of identification with G-d, he can remake his entire character.
Just as spring follows winter, he can stimulate new growth in the
areas where previously he felt weak. For he is not advancing on
his own. At every step of the way, he is being aided by G-d's infinite
resources. True, he is tapping resources within himself, but his
individual efforts are being supplemented by a power far greater
than his own.
The Uniqueness of the Present
Age
All of the above takes on special significance
at the present time. We are in the final moments before the ultimate
redemption and thus there are two motifs happening simultaneously.
On one hand, it is a time of great spiritual challenge. Putting
it bluntly, we are all involved in material concerns to a far greater
degree than ever before. The information revolution has quickened
the pace that data reaches us and we deal with far more worldly
affairs each day than we did years ago. This drains us spiritually
and forces us to tap the inner resources mentioned above.
On the other hand, it is a time of great spiritual power. We are
on the threshold of the Redemption and indeed, in the process of
crossing that threshold. The glimmers of Mashiach can be seen in
every aspect of our life. This gives us greater potential to access
G-d's assistance.
When we make an effort to do so, we will realize how easy it is.
Our Sages relate that when Abraham went to sacrifice Isaac on Mount
Moriah, Satan took the form of a river and attempted to block his
advance. Abraham continued proceeding forward, paying no attention
to him. The river reached his nostrils, Abraham prayed to G-d to
remove this stumbling block and went further. And then the river
vanished. When he showed that he would not be halted by the challenge,
the challenge disappeared.
The same concept applies with regard to all the spiritual challenges
facing us as individuals and as a people. When we persevere and
go forward with trust in G-d, we will see that they can be overcome
and on the contrary, serve as the impetus for new growth, including
the ultimate growth that will take place with the coming of Mashiach.
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Telling
Tales
In connection with the Rambam's
yahrzeit, we would like to share the following story:
One of the courtiers of the Egyptian sultan
claimed that he had trained a cat to act like a human. Now it could
not talk, but it would wear human clothes, stand on two legs, not
four, sit upright at a table, and respond to questions.
The Rambam differed. "A cat," he explained, "is a
cat. It can be trained to a certain degree, but it can never act
like a human."
The sultan listened and proposed a test. The courtier would bring
his cat to the sultan and have it perform. Were it to act like a
human, the Rambam would lose his favored position at court.
As the day of the test approached, the Rambam was somewhat worried.
He knew that there were limits to the extent that a cat could be
trained, but apparently the courtier had been working at this for
years, and the cat knew enough routines to impress the sultan.
On the day of the test, the Rambam prayed intensely, asking G-d
for assistance. Suddenly, he saw a mouse running across his kitchen
floor. Without any hesitation, he knew what to do. He asked a servant
to catch a mouse and put it in a closed box. With the box in hand,
the Rambam strode confidently to the palace.
The cat's presentation was quite impressive after all. Suddenly,
however, in the middle of its routine, the Rambam opened his box
and let the mouse run in front of the cat. Despite its human clothes,
it got down on all fours and began chasing the mouse.
The story is told, not only to show the Rambam's cleverness, but
also as an analogy. We all have certain animal-like dimensions of
our personalities. They are not bad, just materially oriented. Try
as we do to change them and refine them, we must always be on watch
for the times they get down on all fours and chase the mouse.
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Torah
readings of the month
Parshas Miketz
Can you imagine how Joseph
felt? He had been jailed for about 13 long years. Two years previously,
when Pharaoh's butler had been imprisoned, he had nurtured a glimmer
of hope, but nothing had materialized.
And then suddenly, things changed. Pharaoh called for him. He was
washed, given fine garments, and ushered into the throne room. And
moments later, he was viceroy of Egypt.
Yes, situations can change.
This is an important lesson for us today when there are those who
question how the Redemption will ever become a reality. With the
world so involved in its material concerns, how is it possible for
it to become attuned to Mashiach's message, to seek the spiritual
and establish it as a priority? Joseph's story provides an answer:
The present need not prevail forever. When G-d wants, everything
can be overturned.
Parshas VaYigash
This week's Torah reading relates
that when Jacob's sons told him that Joseph was still alive and
that he was the ruler of Egypt, his heart became faint. Afterwards,
however, he saw the wagons, and his spirit was revived.
Why?
Rashi explains that wagons, in Hebrew, served an allusion to Egloh
Arufah, the calf brought to atone for a unsolved murder. This was
the last subject Joseph had studied with Jacob before being sold
into slavery.
What revived Jacob's spirits? Not the news that his son was the
ruler of Egypt, but the awareness that despite having been separated
from a Jewish setting, his connection to the Torah was still vibrant.
Parshas VaYechi
Our Sages explain that before
Joseph passed away, he told his brothers and their household: "G-d
will surely visit His providence upon you and bring you up out of
this land." As the one who had brought the Jews into Egypt,
Joseph was the one also chosen to communicate the prophecy of redemption.
The Jews would still live in Egypt for over 100 years, but they
would know that this is not their land. It would be a temporary
resting place. There they would carry out a Divine mission, fulfilling
the prophecy given to Abraham. But Egypt was not their home.
This message applies beyond its original circumstances. We must
realize that our presence in other lands is not accidental. It is
guided by G-d's destiny with a specific purpose and mission in mind.
But that mission is not eternal and when it is completed, the exile
will come to an end. As in Joseph's age, the prophecy of redemption
has been communicated. We must be sensitive to the signs that it
will blossom into revelation.
Parshas Shmos
This Torah reading recounts
the hardships of the Egyptian exile, the slavery imposed on the
Jewish people, the slaughter of our children, and Pharaoh's obstinate
cruelty. In such a setting, the Jews' spiritual potential was worn
away. With a taskmaster's whip at his back, could a man be expected
to think about G-dliness? When a woman sees her sons being drowned,
will it be easy for her to meditate on spiritual concepts?
And yet, in precisely such a situation, the essence of the Jews'
connection to G-d comes to the surface. Without gentleness or mercy,
exile tears away the shell covering our G-dly core. Then that G-dly
spark calls out to our Father in heaven as an only son calls to
his father.
The cycle of exile and redemption was structured by G-d to compel
us to express this inner spiritual potential. And He gave each of
us the ability to overcome the challenges involved.
The saga of exile and redemption continues today; we are in exile
now and await - indeed, we can see glimmerings of - the dawning
of Redemption. Understanding the motif governing exile can help
us fulfill its purpose, and thus hasten its end.
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Dates of the Month
Teves 5 - Didan Netzach;
the date of the historic ruling ordering the return of the library
of Agudas Chasidei Chabad to its rightful owners
Teves 10 - Asarah BeTeves; the fast commemorating the beginning
of the siege of Jerusalem
Teves 20 - the yahrzeit of Maimonides, the Rambam
Teves 24 - the yahrzeit of the Alter Rebbe, R. Shneur Zalman
of Liadi, founder of Chabad Chassidism
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